Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Dilemma

I know many guys including you don't like emo girls , don't like girls to be too sticky , don't like girls to control their freedom. I'm sorry if I did it once to you. Maybe I was paranoid, perhaps I cared too much, and interfere too much. I always thought I was doing the right stuffs , am I ?

I very much wanted to question you, hey what kind of relationship are we having now? Sms partners? Friends? What's with all the I love you yesterday , what's with all those sweet texts, what's with all those poking and teasing . You know , you made me fell harder for you, you made me have more hopes that we'll be together once again.

Why am I always the once looking at you from distance afar, why was I so jealous when you talk with others , looking at zharbors. Do you ever know I was always noticing you? Do you ever look into my direction ? I wonder.

Whenever people ask me, hey who's that guy to you? How did you met him? I had to say , we're friends? And had to smile. Haha.... I can't reveal anything right..? :)