How good would that be?

How good will it be if i'm not alone?

I realised how weak i'm , but i couldn't say it out. I've feelings but i do not know how to express it out. Even if i tried expressing out, i couldnt get good replies on how to make myself feel better. If someone was there, would you tried understanding me?

I realised i could give good suggestions to people who is in trouble in r/s stuffs. But when i tried giving advices, i hate it when people say, i only want my girlf.. i only want my boyf.. if he/she is here how good would that be. I'm fucked up by these sentences. If your boyf/girlf was here, i wouldnt be here to talk to you. I wouldnt be the one trying to console you. Can you understand my hardwork? Can you? Perhaps people do not really need me. When they're lonely, cold, they find me. When they're in good terms, they vanish out of my sight. How i wish people will just notice me, just regarded me as something nice. But No, in their eyes, Im nothing. Something to hold onto when needed, something to throw when im not need. It's so unfair. )':

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Kumi.C