Nightmares

HAHAH. welcome to Lindy's Theorical Lessons again! :) LOL. Wtf name HAHAH. Nevermind. I went to cut layered hair ytd, and today alot people so shock ask me you cut your hair?! Cuz my hair is fucking short now, when tied up. Haiiiii ~ so everyone knows everybody has friends, true and fake. But how do we know who's true and who's fake? Seriously, i also dont know lah. But i'm slowly learning how cherish my own mates yep!! What i cant stand is to see fellow friend of mine getting alone, emo. Really very sad. Everyone has friends, wouldnt it be sad if someone is all alone? Like duh? Of cuz, damn lonely. I know the feeling of loneliness, it sucks terribly. ):

Ever encounter someone you wished to speak up for her but you cant? Friends influence may be what that obstruct you from speaking up. Yeah, i truely agree ~ Rlly la, friends could rlly influence you. I've encountered this friend, she damn lonely lah. Its like kelian, she doesnt have true friends at all, all fake here and there, just pretending to be her friend. I was by the side, knowing everything and just stood thr, listening to all the bad remarks about that girl. I was disgusted. Yeah, i admit i've times that i could insult people until super bad, i got insult that girl before. But not like so jialat. Damn it, what a bitch i just stood thr, and i dont speak up!? In my heart i think, whats wrong with that girl? Her looks, her appearance issit that appealing that everyone has to say her? What th fuck is wrong with people? Judging oneself by looks? Yes, she's quite irritating and always like to stick to people. But so what? Does it mean that she doesnt deserve any friends at all? Oh pls, thats rubbish ok? I often heard, huh be her friend dont want lah, so disgusting. Guys, look up and down, whr did she offended people that she deserve this loneliness. I CAN TELL PEOPLE, no one deserves to be treated like that. Just bcuz of mistakes she've done before, why cant we forgive and forget? Really need hate her/him forever? Ridiculous can? What rights do we have to decide who she can go out with, what rights do we have to badmouth so much behind her back. Nobody's perfect, she isnt too. you and i arent perfect neither. If we're rlly that perfect, than we've the rights to insult and comment on people. the problem is we arent? why cant we forget about everything and just be friends. People say friends are better than enemies isnt it? I felt so remorseful for saying things behind people's back now. I wish i could have the power to shut people up also. Cuz it's just so irritating! You not tired, i also tired can. I've the choice for not listening to people insults. I wish hor, i could also stop picking up people's flaws, which make me so disgusted, like fishmongers gossipers, and tell the whole world : YEAH, YOU ARENT BETTER YOU BITCH. STFU AND SCRAM STOP POLLUTING MY VISION. if i can do that, i will !!!

My new name : Celindee Lai .
PS: I've 4 ulcers currently in my mouth. This make me suspect i've HFM disease. This is the FIRST TIME i have ulcer on my tongue too. WTF WTF WTF WTF ..

Sorry for not being able to let go so easily. I'm the one who shud just fucking get out of your vision. I will do that. I dont wanna be like your ex, hurting you more and giving you nightmares. I've decided ~

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