Friday, November 12, 2010

Change of hearts

My darlings <3


Why do third parties exist in this world? Why do people change hearts once they see someone better. Why do people like to compare one from another. Nothing's gonna come out good from relationships . Bye.

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Move on, be happy :)
This week is the end of O'lvs, I prayed that everything will be well for those whom I know, and those who were once my friends. Perhaps in a few more hours , a few more days, it'll be the end of everything, someone will be there I know living happily through the next few years. I felt peace in my heart and I don't wish to hold onto any memories, I just wanted to erase all my memories from now till the end . I once loved so hard , and now I not holding back my steps anymore . Those special people , do last long. \m/




K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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Saturday, October 23, 2010

心跳加速

真的能和喜欢的人在一起吗?rlly admire dramas, stories are always so sweet. Does perseverance rlly touched one's heart? I hvnt found that someone . 那种看见对方心跳加速的感觉,我好想感受一下。好想念~ (^_^)

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C


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Sunday, October 17, 2010

我累了

我累了,我承认我哭了,我精力了,我真的想忘也忘不了。。。
Lindy is tired, lonely, rlly rlly veh sad . But tears seems to dried up, it aren't flowing out. Head hurts aload , the most importantly , that's the heart tht hurts the most. I know I'm such a weak person, but ie juz dun admit it. I rlly missed the past, even thou how much I hated to say this , but..it's juz true . Tired , weak . I can't find anyone close to watch movie with me , shop with me , play with me . I'm always th one tagging along watching others with happiness . All the times , I wanted to cry my heart out, I wan to leak out all the misery in my heart . When I did that, all I would get would be pity. No I don't want any. I've loads of friends , but I aren't rlly that happy.. Why.. Why am ie so weak?!?!? Why.. I rlly hated myself !!! 如果能让我做个美梦,请让我睡一辈子。。。

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

We'll forget somehow

So cute hor! (L) the baby ! Xoxo





Only time will determine when and how you're gonna move on. Sure, it might not be right away like how you want it to be, but eventually one day you'll wake up and realized that somewhere along the way, that piercing feeling you've always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you're too busy living life to notice :')
Got from Levonlyn from fb xD
I felt that it's a nice quote !

Tomorrow is the start of exams! )): I hope everything will be fine! Jiayousssssssss ~ <3 awaiting for 14Oct'10 :3 . Please bless me oh!!! xDD lurbzxzcz !

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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Monday, October 4, 2010

朋友啊

Love my screen cover! (Y)





有时候朋友走得越近,彼此的缺点都会慢慢浮现出来。不是吗?曾经认为自己找到世上最好的朋友也曾经告诉自己,我一定要珍惜彼此的友谊。但是原本以为没有瑕疵的友情,因为渐渐发现彼此的缺点,开始对彼此感到耐烦,争吵,导致友情破碎。有没有想过,为什么自己所梦想出的朋友原来根本不是想象中那么美好?我只能说朋友啊,我们别走得太近,因为我不想你发现我的缺点也不想我发现你的缺点。是的,这种想法是自私的,但我不想毁灭你在我心中那独特美好的印象。我不相信有永远的朋友 :')

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C
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Saturday, October 2, 2010

It isn't the same anymore

Usui-San~ saranghae .


Argh, I cannot seems to concentrate well on my studies! Exams are coming, and my mind isn't turn on as well!! ): I'm really worried that I can't do rlly well .. Many people have been ahead of me now, even friends they're chionging, but I'm still the same as ever .. It's so pathetic ); ~ I rlly wanna show those who looked me down and abandoned me before than w/o you all , I'm still doing fine. I want people to have an impression of me as a girl who's strong and independent. Even so, something is just lacking out. The feeling of support.. Argh, I just can't find bak the feeling of support to motivate me to study hard . God bless me .

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

How sweet is this .

Boy and girl almost going to have sex , girl initiated it.

Boy says : I'm sorry Hikaru (girl) I can't embrace you! This is the first time I felt this way, whenever I'm with you, I'm already happy. But whenever we slightly touched each other, my heart almost exploded !

A girl like you, is the first time I've met, even though I like sex, I played around with other girls . Because of that now I felt so immature. So until I become a real man, I cannot embrace you. I'm only 17, I don't have proper job, not at the age of marriage yet, that's why.. I don't want to have that playful attitude when I'm dating you.

Omg- touched!! How many guys will do or even say that?! Lol hardly $:

I love you nomatter how many decades or years may pass , I want to be with you to welcome every morning. And then, our love will turn out a baby and live happily ever after .

Idiot, nomatter how much pain you feel, never stop loving. Because one day, it'll turn to eternal love .

Love,
Kumi.C
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Sunday, September 26, 2010

Protection

Protection, what all girls need.



Kumiko, Yusuri-chan xD









I don't understand why guys tend to get nervous, protective over innocent and weak girls . Does it tells us that only weak girls need to be protected ? But not those strong ones . Why are their mindset like that, strong girls could protect themselves , weak girls can't .

I came across all these in real life and dramas . It really kills me when I see how strong girls are neglect bcuz the male character just needed to protect the weak female . How about the strong one? Don't she needs any protection at all ? Don't she need attention too?! Yes she may be strong, her character is strong. But how do guys know the true feelings of strong people? We strong girls , don't need any protection , so just let us walk alone late at night in the streets , let us return home alone, let us be the one to comfort the weak girls for you, let us smile like nothing happen even though we're unhappy. Is that what a strong girl have to do ?

难道坚强的女人不需要保护吗?只有虚弱的女人能得到所有的爱护吗?对,我是个坚强的女人,我自己能好好保护自己,我会避免自己受到任何伤害。在别人眼中,我是个坚强的女孩,我不会哭,我会学会笑着度过每一件事。I will :) !

Must be like misaki from kaichou wa maidsama ! Strong person who don't need anybody's protection . (L) she's my idol .


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Monday, September 6, 2010

Sometimes it's hard to control




this is my beloved partner she makes me go super crazy at times . Singing, teasing, laughing like mad girls . HEHEHE (L) you partner XOXO!

If I had a better character , a prettier face, a gorgeous body, a sweetest smile, nicest figure, whiter skin . What would I've bcum ? Who loved the purest me :)

K-issgoobyez
Kumi.C

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How good would that be?



How good will it be if i'm not alone?
I realised how weak i'm , but i couldn't say it out. I've feelings but i do not know how to express it out. Even if i tried expressing out, i couldnt get good replies on how to make myself feel better. If someone was there, would you tried understanding me?


I realised i could give good suggestions to people who is in trouble in r/s stuffs. But when i tried giving advices, i hate it when people say, i only want my girlf.. i only want my boyf.. if he/she is here how good would that be. I'm fucked up by these sentences. If your boyf/girlf was here, i wouldnt be here to talk to you. I wouldnt be the one trying to console you. Can you understand my hardwork? Can you? Perhaps people do not really need me. When they're lonely, cold, they find me. When they're in good terms, they vanish out of my sight. How i wish people will just notice me, just regarded me as something nice. But No, in their eyes, Im nothing. Something to hold onto when needed, something to throw when im not need. It's so unfair. )':





k-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Shameless bitches


Things may not be going what you want it to be, but bear in mind, future is in your hands. Tomorrow will be a better day.

Aw, i've not been blogging for a long time already! Haha, i've another new topic to talk about. Quite a sensitive topic, but yeah if it offends anyone kindly scram :)

Today's topic will be : I personally HATE those girls who boast around their boyfriends, and nomatter in what case, bring different guys all around polluting my vision.

Yes, omfg, i've been wanting to blog about this long ago. All the feelings have been inside me and it's gonna burst out right now oright! Some girls are just fcuking bossy. They love to boast around how good their boyf is. The worst is friends have to agree with them, "oh your boyf is so sweet". They just want people to envy with how loving they are. But sorry, in my opinion, you think i fcuk care how good your boyf is treating you? NO. Why would i care? And why would you wanna tell people since your boyf is not shared among us? See, in whatever case, there's no need to boast around. People will notice how loving you and your boyf are, without YOU telling them. Next, some are just fcuking insensitive to how your friends will feel if you go tian mi mi infront of them, especially infront of friends who just broke up. It's fcuking painful lah, if wan go tian mi mi dont do infront of our sight, do it somewhr else. BE CONSIDERATE? DUH? You can kiss/hug/touch/or even have sex, just dont do it infront of innocent people. YES -.- !

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD what i cant stand is, the girl and the guy who is in love with each other, call each other mushy names. Zzz, fcuking disgusting. Baby, dear, darling still okay. Others i cant accept. -_________- Idk why i just felt fucking disgusted. One day you bring this guy who likes you, but you've no feelings for him and he keep on calling you mushy names. You can just shut him up, stop him from causing these unwanted attention. If both of you like each other, its okay, can call each other. Coz you both couple what? Who can stop both of you? Just have limits. LIMITS ~ for what both of you should say/do and what not to say or not to do. Simple as that? Some people are just weird. They do not care about other people's feelings. Have boyfriend big issit. Yar, quite big. Having a backup behind you. Thats all i can think of.

For those flirters, i dont have anything to say anymore. Hongsters never die. Just get all the guys around you, those who admire you, those you love, just let them fcuk you to death. MAY YOU CONTRACT AIDS, TY. Kindly dissapear from Earth. Girls stop being "san xin er yi" , guys hate that. If you DONT LIKE th guy who likes you, just reject lah. Stop making guys a fool by comparing which one is nicer and stead with them. Thats stupid. There's only ONE guy you should like. You should fcuking know it yourself. You're comparing bcoz you're so shameless, taking advantage of how good guys are treating you. Yes you've the priviledge, i salute you. BUT you are NOT thinking about their feelings. SHAMELESS BITCH. Kindly just make up your mind, you know who you like, and just lead your happy life. Those who cant, may you rot at hell. :)

Kay, i blogged finish. OMG. so many words cursing people. People must be thinking, omg what a evil bitch, to think i care about people's comments. Whatever, i just blogged out how i felt. There's nothing wrong. kthxbye!

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

SickPig T.T

Nobody bothers how much you care, until they know how much they mean to you.


I'm getting sick again ); ~ this feeling rlly sucks. I rmbr whenever I'm sick, I'm at least happier lying on the bed w someone to takecare of me. Will anyone bring me to the doctor or care abt me, putting icepads on my forehead now? Haha, idk how it rlly feels to be taken care of, to be cared for. ;) . I know I'm independent for now, nomatter what happens to me, I'll take good care of myself. I'll be strong ,and do my best. Even If I know nobody rlly cares, I will still strive on myself ;D

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

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True meaning of love


You've to accept my worst in order to deserve my best.

I had a great talk w my pri sch childhood friends today. It feels rlly great to put down everything and have heart to heart talks! :)

Somehow, i realised the true meaning of love. In my relationships, i tend to be really sensitive, but serious. I rmbr when i first started having a crush on my 1st ex, i was rlly excited everyday i see him. Whenever we go outing, i'll have a sleepless night the night before. I was like, omg, we can be together, what can i do to make him notice me. I really was madly in love w him. Nomatter what he's my first love. We get together from friends to lovers. That's the most sweetest part. We got to know each other flaws and attitude, character etc..The sweetest feeling coming from this relationship lasted no longer than 1yearhalf. I was rlly upset due to the breakup. But everything was worthwhile.

However, now i was rlly heartbroken due to my second failed relationship. I was crying to myself everyday, why did he left me? Why? I blamed him for looking at other girl. I felt rlly jealous at that point of time. Now i realised, actually when we met in audition, both of us were rlly upset, we picked each other up from those sad relationship and becum couple straight away. Even b4 meeting each other. The fact is we didnt get to know each other well, learning to understand each others' character and flaws, we immediately get into relationship. That sweet feeling was no longer there. I wasnt rlly in love i guess. Thats the first mistakes i've made. Thats when everything went wrong, even how much we tried accepting each other flaws, we still quarrelled. Not bcuz we are unhappy, is bcuz of th lack of understand. My heart never beats that fast when i saw you. But after longer time, i slowly learn to accept your presence in my life. By then i understand what you demand from me. Thats my character.

To me, i wont change my character, if you like me, you've to accept me at my worst, so that i'll be at my best. Thats me, i'm such a straightforward person, who afraids to be hurt, wanting all attention just for me. I dont want my boyf to look at other girls. Thats the real lindy lai. In actual fact, i'm not a very emo person, but i tend to be sensitive and think aload. I can be friendly, i can be emo just to seek for your care and concern. Even how much i said i love you, i cant be sure how much love can i give you. I've this insecurity when i dont know you well. Thats why i'll mention breakups. Now, i cried not bcuz i love you too much, its bcuz you've brought too much memories in my life. You've given me so much things i've ever needed. Thanks to you, who have made me see this world. I cried bcuz i was used to your presence in my life, i was not used to you not being in my life. That's why i cried so much. When i started loving you, all my flaws come out, i cried bcuz we hadnt been friends to learn to know each other, i cried bcuz you cant accept my character.

When we broke up, i was holding onto the love just bcuz i hated you to be others. I detest you being with the girl. I'm so selfish. But now, i really wanna congratulate you for finding a girl you finally like. Now you've the sweetest in your heart. Thats how true love is. I truly blessed you and her. Even tho i may be jealous, but i believe, you both shud have the feelings for each other. For me, I hadnt really found someone i really like. But i wished that the person i like will like me too. The time will come i guess.

I believe what you feel for me is what i felt for you at this time. In actual fact, we arent in love. We're just in love for the matter of security for the matter of not to be lonely. I once told everyone, guys are jerks dont believe them. They take and leave. They play and go. But i didnt really mean my words bahs. People come and go, just bcuz they found someone better. Nomatter how much hurt we felt, nomatter how long the love lasted, if we dont know each other well, it's love's bad starting. I'm sorry tht i hadnt love you enuf.

I need time to settle feelings among myself. I deleted you cuz when im in love with you, your heart beats for someone else. Nomatter what, my crush for you has been gone. Even tho my heart feels pain now, it'll go away.

k-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I've

Time will not cause you to forget the pain, it'll only help you to get used to the pain. As time passed, i've learnt ways to numb the pain - FML :)

Recently I've been really crazy zi-lianing with my girls . Life has been full of laughters now, kind of . Nomatter what I'm contented now. Idk what will happen next moment, I may suddenly die , or just sleep and nv wake up, bt I know I'll live my life to the fullest :)

K-issgoodbyez
kumi.C

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Goodbye is a painful way to say "iloveyou"


Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

Argh, i didnt update my blog for so long! Hahaha. I heard loads about you, tears was somehow gnna come out from my eyes, but i held it back. Wonder how are you right now. Haha, it doesnt matter perhaps. I hate to cry, so i wont anymore. If i knw you're happy, i'll be happy. I guess so. Slowly, i'm getting over everything. I dont wanna be a useless bitch who just know how to cry. Nah, i cannot be that weak. Imma strong woman. xDD!!


We looked at the same sky, we stared at the same moon. But why are you so far away. We're like two people from different world. I hate to say but i miss you.

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Friday, August 20, 2010

Jealousy kills

LOL. These few days i really stay out late all night haha. The time ie spent in school is much more than the times i'm at home. I'm glad ;) Somehow always i turned on facebook. I always see so much girls surrounding him, commenting. Every single one of them is girl. Hahaha, should i even be jealous? Lol. You're not related to me anymore. But seriously, somehow, a pain is killing me deep inside. Fk it. LOLOLOL. Once, to me you matters more than everyone else. Now, idk. Idk that when i left you, you seems to be more free, knowing more girls day by day. HAHA. I thought that in th past i was rlly obstructing you. LOL. Now, i dont even msg a guy HAHAHA. To me, i wonder if i can trust anyone. Somehow, a voice inside is telling me hey, you see this girl. OMG, images of those girls keep appearing in my eyes. Suck hardcore bloody asshole! Idk if i can really hold on till so long. I guess, in no time, you've nice love once again. :)! I had to say, congratulations. I'm jealous, you win. ;)

k-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

I can't say I miss you.




Why do ie feel so lonely all of a sudden. I'm starting to miss you so much again. Why do I keep having false illusions, when will I ever stop missing you . I rlly detest this feeling. I know it's wrong, I should just stop. I wanted to but I can't help it. I wish I just disappear right now, that I don't have to think about you. Worst of all is I don't even know if you missed me. I'm just so stupid right now, missing someone who doesn't miss me at all. Are those msgs on fb and msn meant to me? Or someone else ? I rlly don't get it. I'm strting to tear up again. Argh! I need alcohol ); ~ oright. I should just stop everything plz .

我不想抱着这种没希望的感情,但我真的好想好想你。不顾你心里到底有没有我,但我还傻傻的把感情放在我心里的最深处,当你爱上了别人,我会一直祝福你,虽然会难过,我想没有什么难关我没经历过。

假如我们在路上遇到的话,当我看见着你女朋友时,我会当做没看见你们。我会笑着离你而去,忍着泪水,走到远处,安静的流泪。

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Nightmares

HAHAH. welcome to Lindy's Theorical Lessons again! :) LOL. Wtf name HAHAH. Nevermind. I went to cut layered hair ytd, and today alot people so shock ask me you cut your hair?! Cuz my hair is fucking short now, when tied up. Haiiiii ~ so everyone knows everybody has friends, true and fake. But how do we know who's true and who's fake? Seriously, i also dont know lah. But i'm slowly learning how cherish my own mates yep!! What i cant stand is to see fellow friend of mine getting alone, emo. Really very sad. Everyone has friends, wouldnt it be sad if someone is all alone? Like duh? Of cuz, damn lonely. I know the feeling of loneliness, it sucks terribly. ):

Ever encounter someone you wished to speak up for her but you cant? Friends influence may be what that obstruct you from speaking up. Yeah, i truely agree ~ Rlly la, friends could rlly influence you. I've encountered this friend, she damn lonely lah. Its like kelian, she doesnt have true friends at all, all fake here and there, just pretending to be her friend. I was by the side, knowing everything and just stood thr, listening to all the bad remarks about that girl. I was disgusted. Yeah, i admit i've times that i could insult people until super bad, i got insult that girl before. But not like so jialat. Damn it, what a bitch i just stood thr, and i dont speak up!? In my heart i think, whats wrong with that girl? Her looks, her appearance issit that appealing that everyone has to say her? What th fuck is wrong with people? Judging oneself by looks? Yes, she's quite irritating and always like to stick to people. But so what? Does it mean that she doesnt deserve any friends at all? Oh pls, thats rubbish ok? I often heard, huh be her friend dont want lah, so disgusting. Guys, look up and down, whr did she offended people that she deserve this loneliness. I CAN TELL PEOPLE, no one deserves to be treated like that. Just bcuz of mistakes she've done before, why cant we forgive and forget? Really need hate her/him forever? Ridiculous can? What rights do we have to decide who she can go out with, what rights do we have to badmouth so much behind her back. Nobody's perfect, she isnt too. you and i arent perfect neither. If we're rlly that perfect, than we've the rights to insult and comment on people. the problem is we arent? why cant we forget about everything and just be friends. People say friends are better than enemies isnt it? I felt so remorseful for saying things behind people's back now. I wish i could have the power to shut people up also. Cuz it's just so irritating! You not tired, i also tired can. I've the choice for not listening to people insults. I wish hor, i could also stop picking up people's flaws, which make me so disgusted, like fishmongers gossipers, and tell the whole world : YEAH, YOU ARENT BETTER YOU BITCH. STFU AND SCRAM STOP POLLUTING MY VISION. if i can do that, i will !!!

My new name : Celindee Lai .
PS: I've 4 ulcers currently in my mouth. This make me suspect i've HFM disease. This is the FIRST TIME i have ulcer on my tongue too. WTF WTF WTF WTF ..

Sorry for not being able to let go so easily. I'm the one who shud just fucking get out of your vision. I will do that. I dont wanna be like your ex, hurting you more and giving you nightmares. I've decided ~

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Friday, August 13, 2010

你看不到的天空



My partner jie shao me this song :) Nice xDD


Hellos i'm back. Many events happen recently like YOG, and National Day. During YOG relay, i saw Merly and Lyo, hahas. In fact i so excited to see Merly. She's so damn cute. How i wish i could take a photo with her. But i did took some of Merly and Lyo's photos. Damn cute der. Luckily i was sitting infront so have a clearer view of them yeap ^^. Next week thr're like 3 test currently and i havent studied any of it yet! ): Like er, not in the mood to get serious. But yeah, i know i have to la, coz i dont wanna fail. And i promised that i'll work hard also.. So yeah, i've to keep tht promise. Afterall, being a lifetime liar isnt good right? xD ! Life is currently so so for me, leading quite a busy and peaceful one bah, i dont rlly have much things to hold on to now. LOL. Oh ya, my friend tested me a personal test like ytd recess period. She ask me if i had a wish what would it be. I told her, i want my family, and friends, and my love ones to be forever with me, dont die or leave. She told me, wow. You're a persistent person who longs for forever. You fear of people leaving your side, and nomatter what you'll try to hold onto them. However, you must learn to let go of everything and continue on nomatter what happens. I totally have nothing to say at that point of time. Almost true bahs her sayings. Hahah, perhaps that's the reason why i'm so emotional? LOLOLOL. Now and then i had rlly have h2h talks with my fellow friends, and yeah, sometimes i do feel better. Somehow? :) Today i receive a fb msg, saying you wrote on my wall. I was shocked, and when i look at it. Its nothing. xDD Lindy Lai, stop it man. xD stop holding on hopes PS XD ! Mama bought me an Eeyore. It's blue and purple, i called it Tian Kong (Eng).

K-issgoodbyez
Kumi.C

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

FUCK YOU LIFE.

I rlly dont understand why people can stand up and continue life as normally when they had breakups. I dont know how people when they breakup, they could find another partner so easily. So they are implying that yeah, feelings are fake. FAKE RELATIONSHIP. GONE FIND NEW ONE LOR. fuck this statement. Yeah, let go find new one. It's so fucking easy to you people. So desperate to find new steady, how about changing new gf/bf everyday. Love is so amazing. When i thought about this, i went on a rage. FUCK YOU a few days back you were saying oh, i need you so much, i cannot do without you, plz stay by my side. After finding a new chick/bf , this is how you respond in your heart : aiya nevermind lah, since he/she dont want me then find new der, dont ponder over and get lost over old ex-s. Ugh, i cannot imagine what kind of person is this. STOP FAKING TO BE FAITHFUL or WHATEVER SHYT YOU ARE TRYING TO SAY THAT HE/SHE DOESNT WANT ME OK, WHY NOT GIVE EACH OTHER CHANCES TO FIND A BETTER ONE. Stop saying this fucking shit infront of people. Hahh, this make me feel that this world, is so fake. What is love, its nothing. Something to dump away when you're tired, something to cherish when you're in mad hot love. Fakers scram. That is why i hate those flirters and those fakers.

Scram from my life. I'm used to being alone, and i dont need anyone's pity, or anybody to be here for me. Because i dont believe, unless some people prove it to me. I'm okay alone. I hate to cry. I hated most to see how you amaze people. I know we'll never talk to each other again. And yes, i've been searching for your name everyday. Now i think it's such a foolish thing to do. I'm glad you found a new buddy. And i'm happy you two. Well, i hope i never exist thn.

P/s : this is just how i felt. No offence. And i'm not implying to anyone. Not you my dear. I only hate it when how people break, and find new baby right away. If you're one, better not be my friend.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Believe. Miracles will happen
When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between
your fingers, remember that in those spaces you
can see my fingers locked with yours forever.
went Jp today with mum & bro. Had a great day :)
My feets are aching , due to the heels -.-
We're miles away, however it's not a perfect time to miss you .
Kumi.C

Monday, August 9, 2010

Friday, August 6, 2010




Hello, i'm back ;) Today was awesome! NDP & RHD both successful xD
Gratz to 3/7 for winning the champions in RHD concert! Hope we'll also be in the upcoming sports fiesta. Go all the way!! Yeah, i was shock when we won. But yeah, hahaha, most of the hard work goes to the PIC :) Had been rlly busy w rhd and ndp. Now i could finally relax when these burdens are gone. Yeah, back to the easy-going life again ): Aww, i hope i can stay as busy as the previous days. I hope something will crop up again. xDD, somehow, i hate the way i'm getting all lonely at home w nothing to do. Even my bro have activities la, laokui siol me -.-

LOLOLOL my lines on my palms are getting more and more which means more things for me to worry about! So cham siol! I hate my personality, worrying this and that, treating everything so seriously la pls ); . Mayb i shud just relax a lil bit ~ ~ ~ Forget soon forgot very soon forgotten. HAHAHAH. Nomatter what, i wish everybody to be happy. As long as everybody is happy, i'm contented!

i may hate the year 2010 but afterall..
Early wishing HAPPY NATIONAL DAY 2010.
this year may be the worst year for me, but i'm glad this happen, coz idk how much time i could spend w you any longer, this is the best arrangement by god. Bless you, forever :)

im afraid when i turn 16-18 my illness may come back. If i could choose, pls let me rest forever ever since. Let me sleep forever, i dont wanna wake up. Sorry for those who cared :)
K-issgoodbyezKumi.C

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Achieve your own happiness

thankyou for staying by my side.
what matters to me most is my friends and my family now.
lastly, hope everyone is happy. I'll be happy too.
i've decided to let go of everything. I hope you'll be happy too :)

Hello, i've just changed url from bcos-ibelieved to this ! Heeheehee.
Alright, i'll just blog normally, maybe some vulgarities or unglam stuffs may appear here.
But i'll just be myself! Heh! As many of my friends noe i've not been in good mood nowadays, but i'm trying to cheer myself up HAHAHA. And people started telling me tht i'm noisy and stuffs -.-. I'm rlly busy now, due to NDP and RHD rehearsals. Rlly scared la, need perform infront of whole school like what! LOL. Nevermind, hope we jiayous nomatter what. HAHAHA. Ugh, everyday reach home like already 7-8 plus. Then slack awhile jiu sleep alrdy. LOL, i'm living sucha lifeless life now, but thn okay la, at least im happy. That's all that matters :)

Lol there was this funny thing that happen bfor NDP rehearsal. We Gb, fall in beside BB. Then suddenly, we heard a splitting sound LOL. Then a guy whispered to another guy. "my pants splitted" LOL. I was like standing straight and giggling so hardly, until my whole body shaking LOL. Super funny la. Then one of the guys tell that guy, what a nice place you choose to split your pants. I was laughing like a siaocharbor over thr. Idk why now, i tend to laugh and laugh. Idk have i gone crazy anot? Perhaps so ? xDD

National Day is coming . HAHAHA, idk whr shud i spent my national day at. I hope i can go mama's friend hse for a stay overnight. hehehe. Coz ya la, stay at home everyday will bored to death. HEHEHE. Now i think going out is the best way to destress. So ya! Maybe after that go shopping or what! I'm so excited to see babies lahh. Two babies thr somemore. :DDD Happy die me kayy! :PPP . Kay la, BAIBAIZ xDD

Kissgoodbye,
Kumi.C :D